generative highway

I. life death a knife found in this bed

stabs blood fleeing screams words promised fleeing fluids

lost depth bang to death filth mud love the rest

the best the smiles grins biting lips tongues chains

night tight bites slutty fights punish you deserve it

i deserve you pink pink pink female is red male white

dotted pink beauties soft tender from active use

fun there fun below in you feel warmth forever a dark hallway the generative rebirth second chances

the abyss of seeds colors dots knowledge your walls are lined with learned years

find spots hidden gems corners i can only rub bring back and forth dances in your hallway

my self my snake my dignity my rhythm for you to paint your walls

with beauty experience colors deep penetration reach wisdom pleasure juicy wet corners

teeter totters back and forth hot bodies white wet connected together swinging bouncing bodies

our bodies our soul spirit together walls lines further deeper together.

II. she will be fed tonight

stirs curls bended rapid train pistons boom boom boom

thrashing crashing waterfalls busty furls bouncing girl

lick flicks quick ticks nips dip great ship

set sail come sea wind powerful blowing knowing

moving grabbing faithful stabbing knobs claws socks balls

beats creatures tonight we eat be fed my vitamin

vitamin gwant good bones strong healthy needed vitamin

i give source of pleasure physical mental best (beat, beast) in vocal

tell me yell at me bite scratch filthy smut mud blood triumphant club

i know she you need want have to have me whispers tell me

what i already knew we knew for fun she tells me more

she needs wants must be fed

i know its love sex life- together

two bodies butter knife split skunks the air feels fills fuels my stare

drugs-no vitamins-yes me this i give part of a nutritious breakfast.

-Gwant

A New Beginning

No one said that this was going to be easy.

They told me to be strong and don't let the Devil get you.

I'm still running circles in my mind.

"I must have missed the turn a while ago."

Lost in this labyrinth has left me disillusioned and confused.

"I could have sworn I've passed this place before."

No, this is not the same place.

The roses have whithered away,

and the oceans have receded deep into the Serpent's Heart.

Unearthed and untouched,

My Soul and mind are still waiting for Spring.

For the day to blossom and flourish,

and to discover within myself a new and pure soul that has not been seen.

Until that day comes,

I must keep my head towards the sky

and my mind on the stars.

There is no such thing as having too much knowledge.

Explore the universe of your mind

and make sure no stone is left unturned.

Not knowing is the start of a restless mind.

-joseph

Drifting

bang a rang drifting notice rain teardrops from heaven

heaven gives us these forgotten teardrops forgiven tears from old heartbreaks

just drifting always drifting needs the drift in this sea of concrete quick sand fate

move keep moving jawing clawing balling on the sea of past days

floating teetering fence balance the past and future humans are present

my mind my words my movement your eyes staring back at me

it is all happening right now today for tomorrow is forever away

and as we drift as we ride the pistons of our pasts lick lips

taste salt from old teardrops

delivered from the skys collects in the sea for me and you

to drift

just keep drifting

shift drift easiest when brain is a twist.

-Gwant

karma bones

karma-bones

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display the wild wolf
as she struggles on her feet
as she bleeds

as she weeps
for lover moon
who is hidden
from her reach

who is covered
by ceiling
who is pale
with grief

who needs the land
to breathe

who never leaves
never free

a futile be goes then comes

a-futile-be-goes-then-comes

finish line breath of time beginning of time rhyme

just enough filled enough filed thoroughly

choose your image personality core start end brain box yourself in

however you choose religion ego death astrology laws notes beauty plastic

glass box close off parts of my brain no time for those silly doubts

in this boxed world i created glass box see out but cant reach

thought think limited dead end recirculated redirection scared fear brain not big enough

pulse out blow up dooms boom gwant shroom psychedelic boom

breaks the glass melt the ice renew your thought path process sewer lines of your mind

trapped in everyday trapped in the future past values mom and dads ideals?

burn them down plant grass your grass grow yourself in your mind internally go out

doom bad evil scary wrong to build from out in external pain external lies egos sun filthy games by our self

play with our self lie cheat squeeze tempt ourselves bet motivate inspire crown ourselves each other

can we be?  can i be and exert perfectly what i be?  can i be solid resolute firm throughout?

can i be one?  or is there 2 three 4 negative nine and sixteen involved as well?

0s and 1s?  yes no on off simple no neutral just here or there YES OR NO

ballast control stablize red foam slurping logic vaccuuming experiences collaging your life

dreams beams pipe screams green fiend tabletop beans songs from my grandfather father father byond father

this life is byone your father this life is you beyond you is you fuck you beyond you and find YOU.

cut yourself off cut it out become renew fucks sake BECOME

in this moment grow future tomorrow forever away now today beautiful every way

ham scams vans bam grams in every way do i love that

positive negative plus minus oh well life goes on

singular moment than its gone 1 than 2 seconds fly us by please notice the time

as it pass by our minds caught up in what the future beaming future destiny armageddon oh no so scared!

no not scared petrified logic is petrifying research government conspiracies theories conclusions-are scary

me i you love sex fingers dancing singing screaming jumping skipping playing catching yelling enjoying life SMILING

exert that smile positive in positive out happy in smile out beam yourself know that people notice you know that the smile is important know that we want to see happiness know that happy is better than sad happy is the goal positive is all the way life is grand if we try to enjoy every second of it be becoming all the time fact is once you become- your done.  so be becoming all the time have fun-than die.

-Gwant